THE MAJOR ISSUES...
How to peace all the thoughts that flow in my head? It's too difficult when you are constantly driven by self-doubt. '' CAN I CRACK NEET? ''.
Only worried, because at the level i'm in right now, it is almost impossible to pull this off. And the aftermath of not cracking NEET will not be pretty. It's almost not my goal anymore, It is others' goal to see me as a doctor.
A common thing in INDIA, being a doctor is something so big! I've lost all my drive to do this, succumbed to pressure, not many understand, and that's why it makes it even harder. After losing motivation and drive, I've started to be relaxed over the top.
Now when i'm trying to rush learning everything that was taught last year, it needs to be quick. But it obviously won't, Small progress each day doesn't do and I'm not a person that can sit at home to study. Others only tell me i'm wasting time lazing around, but that's true.
Even 50 sums a day, isn't enough compared to so many chapters. WHEN I CANNOT SCORE TOP COMPETING WITH 5 OTHER PEOPLE IN MY CLASS, WHAT ABOUT THE THOUSANDS UP AGAINST ME?
I'm losing time, hope, and only gaining pressure from others and my head. I don't know how I can get back to being the old driven, motivated me? I cannot wake up early, cannot sit long to study, and have plenty of distractions!
I don't know how I can do this...being on track.
The above is exactly what goes through almost every student preparing for NEET or any other competitive exams...
Only worried, because at the level i'm in right now, it is almost impossible to pull this off. And the aftermath of not cracking NEET will not be pretty. It's almost not my goal anymore, It is others' goal to see me as a doctor.
A common thing in INDIA, being a doctor is something so big! I've lost all my drive to do this, succumbed to pressure, not many understand, and that's why it makes it even harder. After losing motivation and drive, I've started to be relaxed over the top.
Now when i'm trying to rush learning everything that was taught last year, it needs to be quick. But it obviously won't, Small progress each day doesn't do and I'm not a person that can sit at home to study. Others only tell me i'm wasting time lazing around, but that's true.
Even 50 sums a day, isn't enough compared to so many chapters. WHEN I CANNOT SCORE TOP COMPETING WITH 5 OTHER PEOPLE IN MY CLASS, WHAT ABOUT THE THOUSANDS UP AGAINST ME?
I'm losing time, hope, and only gaining pressure from others and my head. I don't know how I can get back to being the old driven, motivated me? I cannot wake up early, cannot sit long to study, and have plenty of distractions!
I don't know how I can do this...being on track.
The above is exactly what goes through almost every student preparing for NEET or any other competitive exams...
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