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THE MAJOR ISSUES...

How to peace all the thoughts that flow in my head? It's too difficult when you are constantly driven by self-doubt. '' CAN I CRACK NEET? ''. Only worried, because at the level i'm in right now, it is almost impossible to pull this off. And the aftermath of not cracking NEET will not be pretty. It's almost not my goal anymore, It is others' goal to see me as a doctor. A common thing in INDIA, being a doctor is something so big! I've lost all my drive to do this, succumbed to pressure, not many understand, and that's why it makes it even harder. After losing motivation and drive, I've started to be relaxed over the top. Now when i'm trying to rush learning everything that was taught last year, it needs to be quick. But it obviously won't, Small progress each day doesn't do and I'm not a person that can sit at home to study. Others only tell me i'm wasting time lazing around, but that's true. Even 50 sums a day,...

THE MOST DANGEROUS GAME

Imagine that you are running down a hallway holding sheets containing answers to a test that you so terribly failed. At that moment, You don't feel the happiness that you are in the possession of something so sacred...Instead, all that you feel is remorse and failure. Day after day you wake up to the same feeling of dreading why you woke up, don't get me wrong, I was never like this, It's just that I don't hate what I do, but I hate why I do what I do. This a game that we're playing, It's called ' class 11 '. So, Here you are in the shoes of the protagonist, Harshini Raja, as you enter Level 1. ( Congratulations Player! You have successfully passed class 10 with 90% of your grade. Grab the necessary items from the inventory to proceed to level 1 of class 11...May the best pupil win!) INVENTORY 1) SAME OLD BRAIN  2) PRIDE 3) PERSEVERANCE 4) EGO LEVEL 1  THE MOST PROMISING PLACEBO ( Your first task is to make it to school on tim...

WHY?

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I am a student. Now, that's not the problem. The problem that forced me to create a blog specifically for this is that I'm a student studying to crack the '' National eligibility cum entrance test under graduate '' or NEET(UG). One of the most competitive exams in all of India, competing for good medical college. An exam that can get you into Med school. Who wouldn't want that? To be honest, It is a pretty simple exam. But is one of the hardest due to the struggles students face during the preparation. And I'm not going to lie, I've been struggling, In fact, I am struggling. As all teachers say, It is a huge hike from the previous class which takes a lot of time to settle down. Some do easily and usually most students don't. And you guessed right, I didn't at all settle at the beginning. So lucky you, If you happen to be preparing for the same exam as I am! Gear up, sit tight and read a bunch of melancholy stories, not too sad. This blog wil...